Yesterday was a bad day so I went to see the girls last night, took a blanket and just sat out there and talked to them for about an hour. Cried my eyes out and then was able to come home and deal with life. I have no idea what makes some days worse than others.
It was good to visit with my sister and her girls this past weekend. We had a good time, and they are okay with talking about the girls so I don't have to be careful what I say. I still talk about them like they are in the next room sometimes.
As usual the first couple weeks of school have left me exhausted, as they do all teachers. Somehow it is always tough to get back into a routine that gets everything done.
I have a hard time coming home in the afternoons as Megan was always here waiting on me and then Her and Kendall were both here. I would arrive home and give Megan a break from the all day baby workout new moms get. Now I dread coming into an empty house.
I just want to scream to the world that life is Not Fair. I try to realize that many folks already know that as well as I do. I am still seriously considering buying some cheap dishes just so I can go break them. Do you think that is wasteful?
I love you girls!
3 comments:
Buy the dishes, break them ALL and let it out! I don't think it's wasteful if what you're really doing is getting out some of your rage against the world and its unfairness. I love all the pictures you post of your girls; they are both so beautiful. Hugs to you Teresa.
Savers or Good Will have great deals on dishes (just make sure they're not really worth something - LOL!) I've found, if you don't mind the cleanup, shattered dishes are a Godsend!
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