I am still here.

I am here, have not fallen off the world, although it felt like that the last few weeks. I cannot even begin to explain why suddenly life was so hard. It was all I could do to get myself out of bed in the morning. Everything was left undone. Nothing seemed to help and I was lost for awhile, I am finding my way back now. What I would do without friends and family who are always here for me I can't even begin to imagine. The holidays are going to be hard, I already wonder how we will survive.

On a brighter note, my daughter-in-law will have her sonogram on December 6th to discover if we will welcome a boy or a girl to our lives. I am going to take the day off and go with her. I am so excited. Then I am going shopping for that baby. I love those babies.

The weather here is still so warm, I am ready for the chilly days that make fall seem real.
I bought a small tree to put by Megan and Kendall's headstone. It is pink. :) I think we will "adopt" a baby girl for the giving tree this year. (the Salvation Army sponsors this).

Tyler had his two year photos made a couple weeks ago. He is so cute.