8 Months

Kendall is 8 months old today. How I miss holding that baby girl. It has been 16 weeks since the accident and I still walk down the hall and look in Megan's room to see if she is there. Crazy huh?

Where does the week go? I am not as organized as I used to be so things take me longer. I guess that might be why I don't have the extra time I had before. I don't get to the computer everyday and when I do I often just have a minute to check email. We both do more things that keep us out of the house, I suppose that is a defense mechanism from our sub-conscious. Who knows? Anyway, so much for my goal of posting more often.

I am going for a mammogram this morning. It is a fun way to start the day.

My daughter and daughter - in- law took the boys to the pumpkin patch this week. It has been a yearly event since Jonathan was 2. They have so much fun and came over afterwards just bubbling with excitement about what they did there. I love them all so very much. Trek is 4 and he still does not really understand about the girls so he bought baby Kendall a "wittle" pumpkin too. He does not want her to be left out.

Here they are:

I love you girls.

Wow it has been a fast week. It was the end of the 6 weeks at school so grades and reports kept me busy.

Jonathan ( my oldest grandson) lost his first tooth. He was so excited that the toothfairy came to see him. How cute they are and how fast they grow up. We keep the boys each Thursday evening so that their parents can have a date night. It is only long enough for dinner out, but I can remember how those days were and an hour or two alone is wonderful.

We are talking about Megan's birthday. It is not until June, but she would have been 21 so we want to do something special. She loved going to the beach, so I think we might spend her birthday there with the family. I know it will be a hard time.

Today I get to clean house, do laundry, pay bills and all that fun stuff that seems to go on and on. I really love my house when it is all clean.

Not much to say, nothing has really changed, just making it day to day. Which is an improvement from making it minute to minute. So that is a good thing.

I love you girls.