Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Why does it seem that talking about Megan and Kendall freaks everyone out? Sometimes it is like I say one of their names and suddenly everyone is quiet and uncomfortable. I'm not upset or crying or anything at these times, it is just a normal conversation and suddenly the air stops. Like a conversation about a teacher that someone was asking about and I said "You will love her, she was Megan's first grade teacher, she is so sweet" and suddenly no one wants to continue the conversation. In a way I want to just tell everyone that they are real, they are not someone I made up in my mind, they are not my imaginary friends, they are real. It is okay to talk about them. Guess that is my gripe for the day.

I love you girls

3 comments:

Bee said...

I think that ppl just have a hard time.. They just don't know what to say and they are probably afraid to say something wrong.. and make you sad...

(((hugs)))

Aleta said...

I agree with Bee... but I would be upset too! Its not like your angels never existed! And I am happy that you were able to remember them without crying. HUGS! Teresa!

Auntie Em said...

I think they just don't realize that it's a sign that you have found a way to honor their memory by continuing to enjoy life yourself. You are an inspiration to anyone in a crisis. Just ignore those people, they'll get it eventually. HUGS