Friday, June 20, 2008

It is raining this morning. Yea!

I took the boys bowling yesterday. Then we went to Chuckie Cheese for lunch. We had a great time and they played and ate and played some more. It was a good day for all of us.

Went and picked out flowers for Megan and Kendall. I chose a variety of different flowers in different shades of pink.

This is the most awful week. I keep remembering, "last year on this day we were....." and last year we were planning............. I was told that the anniversary would be terrible, they were right.

I met with a lady this week who was involved with compassionate friends when there was a chapter here years ago. She lost two children 11 years and 20 years ago. She told me that although I will always cry, that I will learn to go on. She also told me that the second year is worse than the first. It is good to talk to a survivor.

I miss you girls.


Shell said...

Big hugs coming your way, you are always in my prayers. Your girls are watching over you. Much Love, Shell

hepmomto3 said...

Continued love and prayers.

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry this was a awful week.. I feel so bad that I forgot.. and haven't been on your blog in sometime.. So please forgive me.. know you are in my thoughts... XoXo Bee