Sunday, July 15, 2007

July 15, 2007

Sometimes it seems I think about the wierdest things. Megan's car payment would be due today. She loved that car. It was her bling she said.
Rachel and her mom came by yesterday. They brought the most beautiful glass angel for us. It is called a comfort angel.

We went yesterday and bought a gas powered weed eater so we could go out on the highway and cut the weeds by the crosses for the girls. It was the first time I have been to the scene. The weeds were taller than the crosses.

Sometimes I feel like I am losing my mind. I feel like I am supposed to act like everything is okay, does that make any sense? But it is not okay, I am not sure anything will ever be okay again. There is a physical pain in my chest, I suppose the shock has worn off and now I have to deal with reality.

Here is a favorite photo. Kendall meeting her cousins. I have so many blessings.

6 comments:

Secret said...

Teresa - I don't think you need to act like everything is okay. Know that I'm thinking and praying for you and your family. Big Hugs! Jen (jbarkdull - scrapgoods)

Bee said...

Awe... Don't you ever worry about how you are supposed to act. Just let the feelings take course. No one could tell you how you are supposed to react. (((hugs))) I keep you in my prayers. Love the pictures, such wonderful memories for you.. XoXo Bee

Aleta1314 said...

Teresa, you act exactly how you want to act and don't worry about anything else. {{HUGS}} to you. You are in my prayers daily. God Bless!

hepmomto3 said...

((((((((Teresa)))))))) Don't worry about how you are "supposed" to act. There are no rules for this kind of thing. You do what you need. My prayers are with you and your family right now. I'm praying for strength and healing and anything else you need.

xxoo Emma (hepmom from scrapgoods)

Tara O'Rourke said...

I remember the physical pain too. Hang in there!!!

Rina said...

Hi Teresa

I totally agree with what everyone else said about how to feel. Just know that I'm truly sorry and you and your family are in my thoughts everyday. Here if you need me. Love the pics.