Sometimes it seems I think about the wierdest things. Megan's car payment would be due today. She loved that car. It was her bling she said.
Rachel and her mom came by yesterday. They brought the most beautiful glass angel for us. It is called a comfort angel.
We went yesterday and bought a gas powered weed eater so we could go out on the highway and cut the weeds by the crosses for the girls. It was the first time I have been to the scene. The weeds were taller than the crosses.
Sometimes I feel like I am losing my mind. I feel like I am supposed to act like everything is okay, does that make any sense? But it is not okay, I am not sure anything will ever be okay again. There is a physical pain in my chest, I suppose the shock has worn off and now I have to deal with reality.
Here is a favorite photo. Kendall meeting her cousins. I have so many blessings.